I love my husband

I think I have pretty much the best husband in the whole world. Im just not sure if I show him enough just how much I appreciate him. He is so good to me! Last week when we found out that our 3rd IUI did not work out again of course I feel apart. And once again he was there trying to pick up the pieces, even though his heart was broke too. Unless you have gone through the same thing or something similar it is hard to describe how it feels to want something so bad and for whatever reason you cant have it.
Anyways, I spent the whole day upset and questioning why this is happening to us. Jeff just kept telling me that "everything is going to be Ok". That is when I snapped at him and told him that unless he KNEW that all was going to be alright, to please stop telling me that. That, that was the worst thing he could tell me because he didn't know. I just feel like my world is completely consumed with pregnancy. I work in it, I live it and I sleep it. It's every where I go.
OK so to get to my point. When Jeff came home from work the brought me the prettiest flowers ever. He told me that he was sorry for what he said and he was sorry that again it didnt work out for us. But he knew in his heart that one day it will happen. And we both have to believe that. Just little things he does and say's is why I love him so much.

Here is a few pictures of the flowers he bought me:

UPDATE

Well the blog is pretty much still under construction. And probably will be until next weekend. Don't Ask!!! But for now the header will do. Also I updated some pictures in my Valentine's post. Make sure you check it out. I posted the pictures of my pretty flowers that my husband gave me for V~Day...

Under Construction

Please be patient my blog is currently under construction. I promise to finish the valentines' post ASAP. Thanks!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

This Valentine's Day has been great. And I think I have the sweetest husband in the world. While I was at work yesterday he sent me a dozen mixed tulips. To which besides my 30th birthday last year I cant remember the last time that he ever sent me flowers to work. So to say the least I was pretty excited. So I thought I was having a pretty good valentine's. That was until this morning when he gave me my "real" present. I have been wanting a car charger for my new cell phone and for whatever reason I have just never went to get one. So being the thoughtful fuy he is he bought me my car charger and a screen cover for my iPhone. Then he brought in another bag for me to open. He bought me the heart strings pendant and necklace that I have been wanting from James Avery. I thought I was going to cry. He is so good to me!!!

We decided not to go out to eat for VDay because everytime we do it seems that we always get horrible service. So Jeff decided to cook me my favorite, Steak and twice baked potatoes. Yummy!!! I cant wait till dinner time.

Well I hope that everyone else is having a Happy Valentine's Day.

Here is a couple of pictures of my tulips

Heart Strings Pendant

OH RUDY... WE LOVE YOU

Last Friday our friends Ryan and Kristi Schmidt and Gary all came into town for the weekend. We always have so much fun when ever we can all get together. The boys made plans to go to dinner Friday night at Rudy Lechner's. As much as I try to deny it, and as corney as I think the restaurant really is, I think it is growing on me. Basically Rudy's is a German restaurant complete with a 2 man live polka band. The highlight of the night is always at the end of the meal when every one orders GoodNight Coffee's. I dont care for coffee so I never order one but ir is a BIG production when they are made. This trip though I think I may have had to many beers cause I did drink 1/2 of Jeff's coffee. And it was YUMMY.

The Grub that Jeff ordered.

The2 man polka bandGary requesting a few songs

The BIG ricola horn

Rudy himself making Good Night Coffee's

The FINAL product:

Playing the BIG horn

**More pictures to come on the real reason why everyone was in town.**

Jennifer's Baby Shower

This post is coming to you a little late. But seriously, what else is new around here. Anyways we went home again 2 weeks ago to celebrate Jennifer's upcoming arrival of baby Benjamin Heath. We had a great time and her shower turned out great. While the girls were babying it up in the house all the boys were having their own party outside. I dont have any pictures of the guys but I think they all had a great time as well.

Im Gonna Be An Aunt.......... AGAIN

Yup you heard me right. Some of you may have already known this but my sister Jamie is pregnant with her 2nd baby. We found out today that she is having a girl. None of us can believe it, we all just knew that Connor man was going to have himself a little brother. Now just the opposite, he is getting his self a little prissy sister that he is going to have to watch over for the rest of his LIFE... We are so excited for Jeremy, Jamie and Connor. And we cant wait to meet Miss Camryn.

** Jamie~ If you need a middle name you are more than welcome to use mine. I think
Camryn Nicole Colvert is too cute...**

My Prayer for myself and others TTC

Those of you who really know me and Jeff know that we are having some issues TryingTo Concieve (TTC). I saw this prayer on another page and wanted to share it with everyone that I know. So if you are reading this and know someone else who is going through the same thing. Please copy it and pass it along to them. This is the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life and all i can pretty much do at this point is pray.

Dear Heavenly Father,

I pray for the woman reading this right now…the women who feel alone. As if no one understands—perhaps she tried and tried to get pregnant and just can’t, perhaps she has been pregnant and had continuous miscarriages, perhaps her husband is sterile, she and her husband may have bodies that function normally and still she can’t get pregnant—perhaps she has lost her womb due to a number of different diseases, she may have something that is unexplained, perhaps she has passed the age for childbearing. Lord, the reason doesn’t really matter as much as the pain does, reminders of this pain can occur morning, noon or night…please comfort my sister Lord….please let her know she is a beautiful woman who is loved by You no matter what the outcome of this situation. Dear Heavenly Father, please give her patience with this situation and the Faith to know that this is solely in your hands and your hands only. Dear God I pray for all the women I have met and all the women in the world suffering through infertility. Lord, please wrap your arms around them and guide them through this bumpy path in life.You God are amazing, and I know that, I trust in you lord and I know that anything is possible with you by my side and in my heart!

In Jesus name I pray,

Amen

**Please keep us in your prayers**

25 Random Things About Me!

I received this tag on my facebook account. But since I am pretty much facebook illiterate. I have decided to share it with you on here. Pretty much I am to list 25 things about myself that you may not know about myself and then tag a few friends to do the same. This may take a while so here goes.

1. I am totally addicted to pedicures and eyebrow waxing.
2. I cant stand for my husband to drive when I know there is going to be alot of traffic. He makes me so nervous.
3. I miss working for Providence ObGyn. I miss Dr Rowe and my girls
4. I have 1 sister, 1step sister, and 2 half sisters
5. Jeff keeps telling me that I have OCD. And I am starting to believe him. Certain things seriously drive me nuts. Like folding back the covers on our bed, they MUST be totally even or I cant get comfortable.
6. The bedroom door has to be shut or I cant sleep.
7. I have had grey hair since High School. And im finally paying someone to professionally color it instead of doing it myself.
8. I have been through a hurricane and lived to tell about it. (IKE)
9. My husband NEVER washes off bowls, or plates or tupperware after he has eatten from them. Drives me CRAZY. Again OCD
10. I have been with my husband since we were 16 years old. That means 15 years this September.
11. I swam with Sting Rays in the Caymen Islands.
12. I got in the water also with Dolphins in Cancun
13. I cant stand cheap razors.
14. I dont like eggs but if i am going to get them they must be scrambled and they must be DRY. But i love deviled eggs.
15.I make a mean tuna fish according to my husband & I hate tuna!
16. I have been on 3 cruises, and cant wait to go again.
17. I love my crocks. i think everyone should have a pair
18. We had a 52" Toshiba TV when we got married, bought it bran new and it was repaired 3 times in 10 months before they would come pick it up and give us our money back. DONT by a TOSHIBA.
19. Anytime we are going to be away from home, my pillow MUST come with me. I cant sleep without it. I dont know why, ive pretty much been this way my whole life.
20.I love love love BUSH's Chicken, And would give anything to have it here in Houston.
21. When I 1st met Jeff's family his grandmother could not remember my name and she kept calling me Marilda.... So now my name is Marilda Sue... My real name is Miranda Nicole.
22. My husband has twin sister, not to mention a few sets of 1st cousins...now do you understand why having twins scares me.
23. I am a TV junkie I love all reality shows, Big Brother, American Idol and Jon and Kate plus8
24. I cant stand for anything to touch my tooth brush. And just the thought of it makes me want to be sick.
25. I have the best friends and family anyone could ask for.

Now I have to Tag a 5 people to complete this same survey.

1. Allison
2. Shannon B
3. Nicole
4. Jamie
5. Kathy
( i dont know how to make them links, so if that bothers someone let me know how to do it and ill change it.)

Spencer Update:

I heard from the Dr. McCann on Friday reguarding Spencers labs work. She said that for the most part everything came back normal. There were a couple of values that were alittle elevated but nothing to worry about. He did have another small seizure on Friday, however it only involved his jaw. And he has been having these for about 2 years. We just never knew that is what it was. She said not to worry and for us to just watch and see what happens. She said that she didn't feel comfortable starting him on any medicine unless he was having 5 or more a month. And since he has only had 1 BIG one that we know of we are ok with this plan. Thanks for your comments and prayers. I appreciate it.

Don't you just want to eat him up!